superdomo!

Friday, May 30, 2008

3:40 AM

Sheesh. I think it's time i should stop ranting in bad english.

But maybe, before that, i'd really want to apologize to everyone. I guess sometimes i just can't control my emotions because i am just a emotional person, and i know when they take me over, and I desperately try to get a grip on myself. maybe that's why I apologize after I've done something, which is really, too late. i just hate myself for doing that, cause i know that no amount of apologies will do for whatever i've done. And i try to distance myself from the world when i realise that i am not in control of myself. There's loads of things that I've done which i wished i never said or never did, but it's all over, and I'm trying to change.

So here's a sorry to everyone.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

1:53 AM

official holiday starts now! a day at home doing homework, homework and homework is plain ~~great~~. boring. getting the plot done for the comic storyboard is kinda fun though =P. and i do think that teachers have no creativity in setting us projects. like who shot president pian! like who cares -.- the question barely makes sense they could have just rigged their rifle or something..

math PT on log seems kinda fun!(especially when you're doing it with dewin, hahahahaha) and chemistry is just wikipediable. history on newspapers with the poser yuet =) ill ace this one!

ok im off to continue doing the storyboard before wib/jy/kw come saying the same things over and over again..

Monday, May 26, 2008

8:31 AM

i remember someone once said that if you don't.....

ok you get the idea anyway. cramming all kinds of weird equations for SMO into my head in one day is certainly not funny! i woke up from 9 and all the way and read through the heaps of notes and i can so die D: i'd rather go for one day of training camp cause theres no muggin required. aaah i think today is the first time i am actually mugging math but it was all so fun anyway =D =D i'm still not a mugger! geez i think all raffles people like to rush work in the last moment CAUSE THERE'S NO OTHER TIME TO RUSH IT!(and considering we have 14 projects for the holidays I've actually wasted a whole day on mugging) unless you have an absolute biggg brain like kangziyang or alanaw oO. haha.

ahhhhhhhh i didn't go training today must go tomorrow hahahaha so that I can take a break from mugging. training makes sure you can't think about anything else at all. and its fun too =P

bye bye. going to sleep well for tomorrow. i realise that the only reason why i'm mugging for SMO is because my parents keep pressuring me to do well in it. better not disappoint them.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

7:56 AM

sigh. sometimes i'm thinking that either eric koh hates me even more or he is getting plain ridiculous. like, excluding me from the leadership challenge because i sleep in class! i mean, some other excuse would have been much cooler kkayz. and how to not fall asleep during some random history video! somehow im just feeling this bit of regret on not able to have a chance cause of a new CCA teacher who doesn't even understand anything. thanks seniors for bothering to nominate me =P haha it really means a lot. really.

grah. today we got chased out of the gym again because teachers(notably dr chionh) had to do weights sessions of 50kg benchpress and above so we went to the mph instead.

now im finding my school life just passing away and im like just counting my days on training. like, today is weights, tomorrow is gi, and so on. lessons are just to stone away. still can't use the powers of fuji gi hahaha! shall learn soon and all you watch outs =P

Monday, May 19, 2008

9:31 AM

boo. my philo test is like tomorrow and i have not read a SINGLE bit of philo. oh my D: die die die! dota'ed the entire night away ): and din't get to watch ironman today cos the show was a fullhouse. sheesh think ill just go watch it online.

training was a killer.

Thursday, May 15, 2008

8:13 AM

what a day.

first chinese teacher demands i copy a zuowen for sleeping in class, like, what the. if you show some random video on tibet which is totally boring im supposed to keep my eyes open. meh, i wasn't sleeping, i tell u, i was just closing my eyes!

then the physics teacher go guailan choo, for what? not controlling a class with sethi/bRICE/duanle, like, wth. MR CHENG COME BACK!

physics/bio test were really screwed. barely passed for physics, and disappointed myself for bio. but i really feel bad for davin. like, he got 27/35 for it because he was being so kind to the class. i guess he was expecting higher.

guess i failed my expectations for both tests. don't really know why, but physics was like ><. knew i wasn't going to be scoring well.
well, 24/35 for bio. i know thats like, an okay score, but was kinda disappointed cause i had thought i revised quite well, i guess sometimes when you expect higher and you fail you hurt even more. maybe that's why my expectations are going down. but i know i have to pick myself up, the year's far from over. and i definitely have to aim high, and achieve high. its not the end. never.

recess was a real bright spot today. haha, made me laugh so bad. haha shan't post on it, but they were really being bad to sean(pronounced sian) lim, which was amusing.

english and history passed.

haha went to do weights after school with chinkie, but since the gym was going to be khoped by teachers we went mph instead to do weights. generally slacked around, but still felt burnt out.

>< bb im tired, really tired.

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

7:14 AM

grr D: aching all over, and my gi is becoming hol(e)y. sigh! time to go back to sewing it again ):

i swear the fuji gi is taking its own sweeeeeeeeet time to arrive in singapore. boo.
currently its in dubai. YESS! finally left USA after 3 days. haha.

training is always great cause school days are long and draggy and boring and emo'ed away, like uh, wth, yesterday niuyi was being extremely irritating on the state of my chinese worksheet.
but training will always be fun =) had the normal scheldule + monotachi. bleah din get to go 10 bouts ee no kick xD was feeling kinda cold by that time so i was quite glad i didn't get to play. and now im aching all over anyway. no idea why ): legs died.

byeee i have to do the social advocacy thingy now. like who cares about making a change! >.<

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

8:42 AM

life is great without having to worry about tests anymore (: and getting them back too. bleah.

school day just seem fastfowarded. tomorrow's going to be really slack too. i think we're only having 1 hour of lessons D: bio! bio is real fun now. and its such a free-scoring subject. and we're not going to meet up with Mr Fong tomorrow for RE so i guess it's going to

PT was tiring, just as ever ): but helpful i guess. stamina/strength is going up (: and its like 1 month left till national schools! Go RI! even though i probably won't be playing this year its still useful going for training because i know i'll improve for next year and training's really really fun too =)

bleah. gotta sleep.

Thursday, May 8, 2008

7:03 AM

oh no chinese project D:

haha anyway here to post since im getting bored of doing it. got back my bio SPA today and now im feeling bad over one question ): lolx. joylim gave me 2 out of 1 mark! cool eh! and i didn't tell her. nooooooo. sob. din realise until i reread the script :P and i must be really thankful to pass physics, i got
13 14 15 16.

oh well back to doing project ee hates chinese x_X

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

6:46 AM

hahahaha xD today was a great day since bio was easy!

PE did 2.4, din really care, has to retake =D zero SITups is forTHEwin. haha. i think Mr Tan got VERY shocked when i told him i failed situps xD. anyway 12min50 secs, whoo, thats a whole 40 seconds off last year D: still like super slow in my class haha.

next we had bio revision period aka philo.. still ranting about not able to hear the philo teacher kek ): sigh.
20.5/30 for my math CCT. wasn't really too happy cause i felt quite unfair that i didn't get 1 mark for not stating something that was absolute common sense. ._. AND i feel like slapping chuanqi. he says he failed by 2 marks. guess what he got?

28. damn him lah D: bio cct was easy. nothing else interesting for the day except that we got the class tee and i have to say that it doesn't look bad. too bad i didn't write a chinese character though cos ted's one looked nice. PT was usual.

D: D: D: history assignment off to mug bye.

Monday, May 5, 2008

9:03 AM

much happier now after i managed to understand bio (: thanks roys alan dewin davin you guys rock. YOU DIDN'T SEE ANYTHING!

7:07 AM

im sorry that sometimes i just can't stop shouting at people despite what i've done to you guys too. even though they are jokes sometimes it's just not funny for me.

screwed up.

6:00 AM

all's my fault.

bleh.

Sunday, May 4, 2008

6:27 AM

i guess these kind of chances don't come twice.

tired

Friday, May 2, 2008

6:34 AM

WHEE THANKS DAVIN FOR THE BIO NOTES xD so nice to our class haha.

Primer Design
Note: Remember to write the primer sequence in the 5’ à 3’ direction when asked to design own primers in tests. Same applies to STR and VNTR sequences.(quotes imba davin :O)

tiring day today =( training felt weird. and tiring. sometimes i have no idea how i can complete the things though they sound quite impossible. sheesh. i guess your body just goes numb.

school day was *yawn* ok you get the idea. didn't sleep in class today ._. woo! maybe highlight was PE. had to redo 5 stations cause didn't finish last week boo. and i did 0 situps :D haha. and hahahaha i spent like 1hr playing handphone games in class with dewin. lols.

ohwell can't really talk alot have to do chinese project eks.

AND MY FUJI GI STILL ISN'T HERE YET SO I CAN STILL PRETEND TO BE A NATIONAL PLAYER xD

labour day

Thursday, May 1, 2008

4:42 AM

-[Chin Jie]- You were born to be my baby. says (7:29 PM):
go blog
-[Chin Jie]- You were born to be my baby. says (7:29 PM):
u chee bye
-[Chin Jie]- You were born to be my baby. says (7:29 PM):
ask me blog then u never blog

what a polite boy xD

anyway labour day is boring i hate public holidays they should make us go to school and give us school-declared holidays the next day =D=D. sheesh. spent it mugging/doing chinese/doing maths how boring..

anyway past few days were really horrible. I FREAKING DIDN'T WAKE UP FOR CHAMPIONS LEAGUE. noo! actually i woke and switched my alarm off. then i blanked out and woke up at 5.30 when it was long over ): didn't feel like sleeping but had nothing to do so i went playing handphone games instead lol. went back to sleep at like 6.30 and woke up at 11.

anyway CCTs were ok/not so ok. for math i blanked out at the graphical solution question, then luckily i was smart enough to skip a math question for the first time in my life :O haha.

chem was fun i guess. mock test really helped lol. but physics as normal as a killer. i somehow didn't go into test mode for physics. just wanted the test to be over and was extremely glad when the teacher called "time's up", brain wasn't working ):

my gi has this hole in it so i can pretend to be a singapore national player until my fuji gi arrives :D nia. labour day was boring. and tomorrow is going to be a boring friday too. training at least is fun =D