superdomo!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

8:49 AM

And I thought CCTs were bad enough.

Pfft next 3 weeks are going to be hell. For me at least.

I wonder if I will have any day off during September Holidays. Probably not, music test coming on September 9 and I have not even practised sight reading yet. And aural is going along so horribly. I wonder how I will ever get ready in time and pass but oh well 3 precious and torturing weeks. At least there's DMP to look forward to (= and maybe other stuff too.

SS test tomorrow, shouldn't be so horrible, not a lot tested anyway. Not a lot to study since it's Source Based. I feel prepared!

Physics CCT is the one I am really worried over. Physics lessons always get me irritated because I can barely pay attention at all. HYT always seems to get irritated at the people who try to learn. But really, can't blame her, even the better students don't want to pay attention. So frustrated when you hear the same question asked over and over again when she explains a minute ago, with people talking every minute, and there's nothing the rest of the class can bloody do. Even the monitor's tried and people gl him for that. Physics classes are seriously a failure and I wonder what I can do. Still, I hope I can do well for the test (realised today that I have a lot to study after that question from alan).

And yes, the Bio CCT last week. I think the person at fault was really Ng Kai Yong, who set the paper. Took questions from 10 year series instead of spending a few minutes to draw a new one... And the question doesn't even get changed. I hope another teacher sets the EOY or we are really better off doing 10 year series. The 2 diagrams were seriously the only killer.

~~AND THERE'S STILL TRAINING TOMORROW.~~ NO TRAINING! YES YES YES!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

11:48 AM

Bio CCT was such a disappointment.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

8:19 AM

32/35 for chem CCT! Makes up for the horrible 14/30 I got but this paper was much easier than OBA so o.O never mind. At least I'm getting the concepts right so never mind but the errors i made were sort of careless.

bio CCT coming up must study hard already I'm not understanding the weird weird diagrams haha.

ERP is way boring, -.-

Monday, August 18, 2008

9:34 AM

Pft. Math CCT was uh, I can't believe I made those mistakes. Yup careless mistakes they might be, but I still lose the same amount of marks. Maybe get a few more for working. It's surprising how everyone says they can avoid the careless mistakes. I don't know about myself, each time they just come back and haunt me. It's not something I'm proud of but I guess it eventually will go off. Oh well, careless mistakes are just a part and parcel of work. As long as I get the general formula correct I shouldn't have too much regret on this CCT. And I freaking don't understand why I always run out of time for Math.

Bio coming up! I hope I'll do well. At least there's no room for careless mistakes. Um actually can lah but let's not be lame x)

And The Stone Diaries by Carol Shields is quite weird if I say. It's quite a cool fiction biography though. I should start doing my chinese ying yong wen soon. (which was due last Friday but it's alright).

Oh dear there's so much to study for Bio.

Sunday, August 17, 2008

2:43 AM

Maaath test! Well I hope everything goes well. Finish the paper and yup don't run out of time. That'd be a good achievement already!

No training tomorrow gives me time to do ERP!

I should learn to spend my time constructively, and not on work only D: D: Looking forward to the September holidays and DMP already (=

Saturday, August 16, 2008

11:24 AM

As I type this post out at 2.25am in the morning, I realise how clear my thoughts, my priorities, and my feelings are. But why is it so hard to express them? I don't know too. Maybe it's just me keeping my feelings inside me so that others don't have to talk to me about them. Or me imposing them on other people. I don't know. I just don't want others to feel bad over what I feel so sometimes I lie. It does hurt sometimes but I'll get over it.

My priorities. Yes. What do I exactly want? My APR 2 certainly set this work rush on me, maybe that's why I'm doing work at this time. I should really go on a long game hiatus, it'd be good, but I don't know. Why does everyone think that studies come first? There's so much to do now, why spend all the time doing homework and projects? Maybe I should get my priorities right but now is not the time. I'm still finding a meaningful life and I should really find one soon.

And my thoughts. I don't know what to say about them, really. Except that they're all in a whirl as I find the priorities in my life. What to do? There's so much to do but so little time. I don't know if I still have time for emotional breakdowns. And family quarrels too.

Friday, August 15, 2008

6:16 AM

Screwed debates up, i think. was rushing through my speech and all. oh welllll.

Training was uh, same as wed just with a bit more sleepiness.

And new math teacher is damn tall (=

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

5:18 AM

ARGH. I HATE CHANNEL 5!

They went to tweak the judo thing to 3am instead of 2am so I recorded only 53 minutes which only included one low ippon throw. borrring. and they're not showing again i think.

No cable sucks!

Oh well no time to watch Judo anyway timetable so busy. Chemistry was fine yup with 3 careless mistakes. First paper I finished in a very very long time!

And for those of you who did badly on your papers there's still time to catch up before it's too late so don't spend time emo'ing too much! And i failed my TA by 1 mark but maybe GT is kind enough to let me pass! (= I pay much attention to my work kayyyy.

Training was ABCDEFG%#(%#*!# why do we always do the tiring part first I was almost falling asleep doing the slack ground work.

TIME TO MUG FOR HISTORY!

Sunday, August 10, 2008

5:24 AM

CHINA OLYMPICS!

And I'm complaining over the fact that I don't have cable TV )=

No judo matches... and the only one Channel 5 is showing is tuesday morning, 2am. -.- no thanks I need my chemistry marks.

Good luck for all the tests next week everyone (= history and chemistry. and math! hahaha.

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

9:47 AM

today was really really really really really really really boring.

oh well nothing to be happy about except the fact that my phone got repaired!

and i'm getting hooked on to runescape -.- of all games.

RE RE RE RE RE RE RE RE!

why on earth is it so difficult to give it up?

Saturday, August 2, 2008

8:44 AM

Sigh. I guess these few days were boring except friday -.- What amazes me is that I have never cared so much about research education in my whole RI career. maybe it's just the panic genes working in me again, I can never seem to work unless work is due just around the corner.

Oh well i still managed to find time to just break away from this stressful world and immerse in another one for a few hours. Now reality is filling me to the brim and I feel like drowning.

Next week is going to be such a busy one, at least we're not having training on monday and friday. Time to do my chinese blog.

I feel the need to buck up after that 51%(?!) for chinese which is sooo D: . I hope the APA's not going to come back, I still need this illusionary bliss.

EOYs are like 2 months away but I think I need to start studying already.

Friday, August 1, 2008

8:09 AM

Sad sad dayyy D:

What a homework day pfft. I did nothing but HOMEWORK!
How fascinating.