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Saturday, August 16, 2008
11:24 AM
As I type this post out at 2.25am in the morning, I realise how clear my thoughts, my priorities, and my feelings are. But why is it so hard to express them? I don't know too. Maybe it's just me keeping my feelings inside me so that others don't have to talk to me about them. Or me imposing them on other people. I don't know. I just don't want others to feel bad over what I feel so sometimes I lie. It does hurt sometimes but I'll get over it.

My priorities. Yes. What do I exactly want? My APR 2 certainly set this work rush on me, maybe that's why I'm doing work at this time. I should really go on a long game hiatus, it'd be good, but I don't know. Why does everyone think that studies come first? There's so much to do now, why spend all the time doing homework and projects? Maybe I should get my priorities right but now is not the time. I'm still finding a meaningful life and I should really find one soon.

And my thoughts. I don't know what to say about them, really. Except that they're all in a whirl as I find the priorities in my life. What to do? There's so much to do but so little time. I don't know if I still have time for emotional breakdowns. And family quarrels too.